xójira
xójira
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the day you killed yourself - xójira (Official Music Video)
Lyrics
I remember the look on your face
I can see the happiness just erase
It should have just been my soul to take
I just can't let us both die in vain
How could you leave me here all alone
How could you leave me here all alone
Credits:
Video Producer, Editor, Director: Daniel Kugler
groovydk
Music Producer: Anticonbeatz
anticonbeatz
Actors: Rosa Herrera, xojira
nu_waves
strangerbeing
Просмотров: 23 052

Видео

you're judging people way too much.
Просмотров 3 тыс.6 месяцев назад
Second journal entry to self, I hope you guys enjoy, this video will find anyone who resonates with it. I love you. IG @strangerbeing X @xojirah
dissociation and being an artist.
Просмотров 2 тыс.6 месяцев назад
First journal entry to self, I hope you guys enjoy, this video will find anyone who resonates with it. I love you. IG @strangerbeing X @xojirah
palinopsia ilusoria - xójira & pluto's ashtray (Official Music Video)
Просмотров 30 тыс.Год назад
palinopsia ilusoria (featuring. pluto's ashtray) shot and recorded by @ nu_waves Lyrics I'm disconnected Body, my mind Reality, is drifting My soul, unwhine Cease existence Crucify, the light This world Is poison Everyone, should die I'm disconnected Body, my mind Reality, is drifting My soul, unwhine Cease existence Crucify, the light This world Is poison Everyone, should die Source: LyricFind...

Комментарии

  • @Emi.ly66
    @Emi.ly66 18 часов назад

    Supero essa nunca

  • @brsrkr65
    @brsrkr65 4 дня назад

    this music saved my life...

  • @rockharvey4225
    @rockharvey4225 21 день назад

    The first scenery is a beautiful side of nature..

  • @sandwichaelzucc8496
    @sandwichaelzucc8496 21 день назад

    Thank you for this, we gotta embrace what's makes us to live more peacefully, take care everyone <3

  • @Asterocampa73
    @Asterocampa73 22 дня назад

    Discovered on Spotify, I'm a big fan! It feels like a cyberpunk vibe to me.

  • @citkey
    @citkey 24 дня назад

    Welp found me a new artist 🔥

  • @theguardianofpositivefeelings
    @theguardianofpositivefeelings 26 дней назад

    This song is my life, i love this song. And this song means a lot to me.

  • @rockharvey4225
    @rockharvey4225 26 дней назад

    Eventually, i will. But for now im just gonna sit on the side lines and just....watch

  • @Klarajacobs
    @Klarajacobs 29 дней назад

    Real xojira , this world is so big it's full of kindness of course I like your songs ! they has a special style ! tho it's sad and making me cry a lot 😅

  • @manuelalvarado913
    @manuelalvarado913 Месяц назад

    Love you man, thank you ❤️

  • @user-xx6tu1ws7i
    @user-xx6tu1ws7i Месяц назад

    Man I found your music, when I was looking for my HPPD symptoms online. This shit sucks, the only thing I don't get used to is the DPDR, the visuals are okay and you kinda adapt. Your music helped me through my worst time with this disease. Shout out to yo my friend, I love u.

  • @SPeetah
    @SPeetah Месяц назад

    thanks a ton for making this, ive been using it to try and convince myself not to take my own life

  • @MothTornado
    @MothTornado Месяц назад

    I found this song when I was in a state where I could start venting my emotions into the RUclips search engine with that hope that someone could just say it back to me and I could finally be normal. This song has made me feel like I am with other people who want to let out their emotions too. Thank you for this

  • @nayuta577
    @nayuta577 Месяц назад

    tabs?

  • @s3a_cr3atur3
    @s3a_cr3atur3 Месяц назад

    🖤🖤🖤

  • @QuipCS
    @QuipCS Месяц назад

    What's this genre called?

  • @travelingwriterDraco
    @travelingwriterDraco Месяц назад

    This truly gives some heavy feelings, while peobably not intentional, it brings to mind some of the music from a game series i fell in love with a long time ago, Silent Hill. This is incredible.

  • @7URB0STATION
    @7URB0STATION Месяц назад

    starting to prefer this typa music over rap

  • @toxin797
    @toxin797 Месяц назад

    1:48 i dont think nothing can make me happy again, if so, why should i call it? nvm

    • @toxin797
      @toxin797 Месяц назад

      @@groovydk123 loved by what? You?

  • @cyh..7
    @cyh..7 Месяц назад

    i was searching this up and didnt expect an official mv what

  • @MPVR08
    @MPVR08 Месяц назад

    You have an impact with the music you make, I'm certan.

  • @justinmeaney2492
    @justinmeaney2492 2 месяца назад

    LYRICS I remember the look on your face I could see the happiness just erase It should have just been my soul to take I just can’t let us both die in vain How could you leave me here all alone How could you leave me here all alone

  • @ceoofperc5353
    @ceoofperc5353 2 месяца назад

    those moments that you can hardly remember but mean the most. the blur of a life, lived and lost

  • @vadimbeletsker2373
    @vadimbeletsker2373 2 месяца назад

    give me so much negative vibes, and still cant stop listening

  • @vrobvf3169
    @vrobvf3169 2 месяца назад

    Any other songs that sound similar to this???

  • @Sleazyweaza
    @Sleazyweaza 2 месяца назад

    BRO I BEEN LISTENING TO THIS FOR LIKE 4 MONTHS . AND I AINT THINK THERE WOULD BE A MUSIC VIDEO...

  • @vvizxon888
    @vvizxon888 2 месяца назад

    Just discovered you. I don't usually comment on videos but for sum reason had the need to cus..honestly I don't even know what is happening ]inside[ or [outside] of me but you shot me back into reality making me realize im not alone.(?). That HPPD/dissociation/depersonalization shit sucks, like fr fr dawg im 174th days sober and still struggle with holding on to what's left of my sanity, but bruv im here to tell you that healing takes time and taking one day at a time is good. Nothing should be rushed. Take your time with things. Sometimes we just need to find things to ground & recollect or even just calm ourselves to try to see the light of what's "best." I Respect the fact that you made this video on speaking up to or of what you feel whilst just being yourself. It's honestly so scary to be daringly honest to people, and that's bravery. We all must stay strong & fight through everything to see a better tomorrow. "Where there is darkness there is light but never no darkness in all of the light." Praying 4 you n' everybody here. 🙏💯 P.s. (pardon me if i said anything stupid or crazy in this comment, I myself struggle with not knowing wtf is real or not so i apologize... but in this moment im positive that this is real rn, i doubt it but im positive. I'm honestly just so terrified of even sending this comment in the first place so it might get deleted or something so you might not even see it...I've isolated n' muted me from myself and the rest of the world and it has lead me to a slow but swift descent into the void n' madness..i mustn't allow this darkness or fog plague my mind/vision. I hope this reaches you..🙏)☮

    • @xojira
      @xojira 2 месяца назад

      Just read this and took it all in. All the advice your giving me and everything you said right now I hope your telling yourself this too. Cause I have the habit of giving good advice but never doing it I kinda let my own advice fade away and fall into bad habits. You have a good head on your shoulders bro and things will shift into a new reality for you a reality that feels familiar you just need a bit of time. Thank you for your message. Love you

  • @infinitelogicmachine8587
    @infinitelogicmachine8587 2 месяца назад

    I need messages like this

  • @azaan.khanulhaqqahadrashee4917
    @azaan.khanulhaqqahadrashee4917 2 месяца назад

    OMG YESSS I LOVE UUU BTW I USE THIS MSUIC A LOT FOR MY REELS AND STORIES<3

  • @sampletext4965
    @sampletext4965 2 месяца назад

    Thanks man

  • @myriadofmisery
    @myriadofmisery 2 месяца назад

    I never thought there'd be a music video for this. Thanks Diego ❤ Love from Charles

  • @auradish9618
    @auradish9618 2 месяца назад

    I lost my friend this year in January and found out on my birthday that they had passed away two nights before. The last conversation we had I told them how I loved them and am so glad to have them as my friend an they said they hoped to make it for my bday.. that night they passed away. I cant even explain how devastated and heartbroken I am now. Eternal love, may you be in gentler places. Rest easy Line.

  • @nikpante
    @nikpante 2 месяца назад

    Bro, you published this video on the day Kurt Cobain took his own life. It’s been 30 years now.

  • @ahmedfathallah4846
    @ahmedfathallah4846 2 месяца назад

    what an artist

  • @WolfBotTaillour
    @WolfBotTaillour 2 месяца назад

    underrated asf artist

  • @henryeuronym6662
    @henryeuronym6662 2 месяца назад

  • @MuntherDn
    @MuntherDn 2 месяца назад

    why now

  • @freyagiselle
    @freyagiselle 2 месяца назад

    THANK YOU SO MUCH OMG

  • @richakaundilya9264
    @richakaundilya9264 2 месяца назад

    I don't know why but listening to this song reminds me of a friends whom we lost to it in January... it's weird how he actually ended up doing it. We're just 14...

  • @ghostfields
    @ghostfields 2 месяца назад

    ❤❤❤

  • @OriginalGooseOG
    @OriginalGooseOG 2 месяца назад

    Jeez, its been a long ass time since I listened to this song. seeing this video flashed me back to a very bad time in my life.

  • @TheTroll2001
    @TheTroll2001 2 месяца назад

    A music video portraying this song is a gift I never thought I'd recieve

  • @xdenisx411
    @xdenisx411 2 месяца назад

    i didnt think this song would hit even harder with a music video, boyy, was i wrong..... good job, bro, i love your music

  • @theengineer_16
    @theengineer_16 2 месяца назад

    I love this song and I cant believe this song will have a music video now.

  • @jxsslyy
    @jxsslyy 2 месяца назад

    i am in love with this song ❤

  • @SMB3039E.
    @SMB3039E. 2 месяца назад

    Help

  • @jvstmxtt
    @jvstmxtt 2 месяца назад

    oh neat

  • @Fl1p_Ph0ne
    @Fl1p_Ph0ne 2 месяца назад

    This song helped me a lot. I discovered this song almost a year back. At the time I was really depressed and suicidal. The song gave me a reason to keep living. I didn't want to betray my friends and family by leaving them. Sadly depression won a couple times so I tried to end it, but I have a massive skill issue if it comes to killing myself, so I'm still alive. (I'm sorry if the joke was inappropriate) Now everything is going way better. Something just clicked in my head and now I don't want to die anymore. I'm trying to get rid of some bad habits that I got from the mental state I was in and after that I will finally find my peace. Just comes to show that you'll actually be alright someday. For people struggling with similar problems, don't ever give up. People love you even though your mind says they don't. You can do it, you can find peace and happiness ❤. Stay safe!

    • @Aress__
      @Aress__ 2 месяца назад

      If no one has said this before, even if I don't know you, I am proud of you. I hope you can find your own peace in life. Remember, we are all on this journey together :’)

    • @Fl1p_Ph0ne
      @Fl1p_Ph0ne 2 месяца назад

      @@Aress__ thx bro, I'll try my best

    • @starrycat127
      @starrycat127 2 месяца назад

      im glad your here, keep going 💖i was struggling with a self harm addiction since 2020 and im 6 months clean so far, i hope your surrounding urself with good people and positive energy. I wish you luck with getting rid of those bad habits and I hope this peace stays among us who have it.

  • @Moi_Gospodin1337
    @Moi_Gospodin1337 2 месяца назад

    Scientist sayd suffering will continue next 5 billion years, until Sun getting bigger, destroys Earth and everything ends.

  • @samugames0
    @samugames0 2 месяца назад

    One would've thought it couldn't be made better, but it seems it could, amazing ❤